Do not place them on a holy pedestal most high.
You do not own them.
You share a memory together.
That is all.
That is enough.
Focus your attention, rather, inwardly.
Fertilize and plow the soil of your soul with knowledge, experience, dedication to craft. In 10 years they will be a flickering memory, but your mastery will have become brilliant.
People will worship your greatness, with all of its sacrifices, and you will smile among the gods, alone, in great company.